one of which is responsiblity. this which brings me back to which i was complaining about certain school stuffs. its kind of dumb to see how many a times, me will always step on how other people have no responsiblity when me myself is ieresponsible at times. thinking back, kind of felt that i could have been more responsible regarding my school work. knowing well that i will be having camp this week, i could have done my work way before hand instead of having to drag over the due date. and also the fact that there are also many things that is in my scope of responbilibty that was not responible in. this ended up in many last min chionging of which the time could be better well spent doing others. also felt that many a times, i do try to siam when i do not fufill these responsiblities and blameing it on the circumstances.... hiax... guess i will have to face the fact that i may not be scheduled for consulation for this assignment..
another thing that God spoke to me about was about how important is it to be ministered before we can minister to other people. many a times i often emphasis that our work is an act of worship to God and we can use whatever to do to minister to people (in this case, media). God brought me back to how we should first seek to desire for Him to minister to us and how much we should desire to really just seek Him. the heart of expecting God to speak to us... it is really not what we are doing, for the method of worship may change, but the principal stays the same. the wanting to be touched by God. the wanting of God to work in us...
two areas in my life that i pray that God will come in and change me...
o. another thing. i think i have been feeling quite cor at night recently. so really sorry if i have stepped on your toes or given any a black face. do pray that i will change for the better k =). and i realised that i have not been blogging much recently x.x
+ AMEN
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